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a photo the size of a kiss
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NEW LIVEJOURNAL NAME IS boom_shesaid. YOU ALL SHOULD BE ADDED UNLESS I HATE YOU.
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| last journal entry for this name.... |
[26 Oct 2003|03:53am] |
...will leave my new name on hurr soon
as soon as i've got it all set up
i know it's been a while but nothing that important has happened i suppose
i went to marlainas party tonight
began with drama, ended with drama
i was apart of it but ill murder anyone who messes with my sister. B R E E Z Y.
oh and on that note, I DONT GIVE A FUCK HOW IMMATURE ANYONE THINKS I AM. ILL EGG YOU.
this whole day was really good - quality time with tish that is always priceless... well actually there is a price, it's about 40 dollas. WHHHHAT
i'm in a crazy mood. comin off drunk + exhausted.
but yeah the day was fun but the night just got worse and worse
the most memorable parts were: keith (salmon) showing up and being a rapist, leticia fallin in the shower and taking the shower curtain down with her, jennie taking 12 shots (not kidding), leticia writing on my arm in permanent marker as one we die xxx, singing from autumn to ashes to jennie while she was throwing up/crying cause i didnt know what else to do (melanies part in short stories...), almost throwing down on some BREEZY. the end. kill everyone.
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| happy birthday you |
[23 Sep 2003|01:21am] |
it's been a while since i've updated, i am going to make a new journal i just haven't had the time
i am plagued by many things lately
nothing i really want nor need to get into; all things that will pass
nonetheless i am very thankful to have all of my friends around
i want to keep pushing everything down inside of me & i've been doing a pretty good job except i feel like im going to absolutely explode soon
it's alright though i just have to keep distracting myself
certainly easy lately seeing as this weekend was made up of friends, working, partying, and shopping
ps high point of today was in bannana republic - found the greatest hat ever and leticia found a walkey talkey thing and was broadcasting STDs oh & my hair is d a r k
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| youth and passion mania, someday all of us will be wearing eachothers make-up |
[07 Sep 2003|04:43pm] |
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oh so angry
going to kill, going to murder
no more san diego & darkest hour this weekend; thanx mom
i really shouldn't write anymore, i am in an awful state of mind right now
i hope life is showing everyone a prettier side than the one it is showing me
all of the good things are becoming blurry & i feel my stress/panic/pain returning.
not just a coincidence with the begining of school
now i get to go put on a non-murderous face and do my mom a favor by taking photos of her boyfriends dogs for some calendar
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| she simply will not die |
[03 Sep 2003|01:18am] |
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norma jean |
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i am so exhausted; today went a little somethin like this
negative/positive style
-school; completely fucked up schedule
-being informed that i may not have a car as of this friday
-receiving a $150 cell phone bill
+getting to leave school early and go out to lunch etc. with caitlin
+getting my phone bill fixed for the future. god damn text messages
++sweet times with eric
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[01 Sep 2003|03:10pm] |
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...in the roses around my eyes |
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as i lay dying |
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my last weekend of summer was quite fun
i got completely drunk on saturday, something i hadn't done in months
it was great though, i got to be around all of my old friends
i didn't realize how much i missed them
between all of the laughter, spray paint, and stumbling around there was still room for dissapointment though
why people act the stupid selfish way they do with no regard for the feelings of ANYONE baffles me
yes i am BAFFLED, by you & your inhability to realize how much you destroy
with that aside [knowing no one is perfect <3 i still will be by your side] i didn't sleep that night, as i sobered up though i saw that i had acquired 2 new things; a friend beside me & a powder pink spray painted belt
yesterday 1.5 hangovers [me being one, jennie being half] and tisha ventured to napa to see james do stand up, mike do some solo stuff, and niki and ashley sing together. they were all so awesome.
after napa we continued to drewskys where a silly party was goin on and jennie got ass raped ... literally
on that note, i am off to clean, get my hurr did, and prepare for escuela
postscript : beware the bootyxcrew & a new LJ belonging to me, courtesy of jennie, will soon be on the way
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| happiness is not having to lie on the floor dead alone. |
[30 Aug 2003|03:16pm] |
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where to begin
after weeks of careless behavior on my part i find myself struggling to breathe
i blew off numerous things like a moron, never found a job, spent all the $$$ i had, but worst of all - i trusted someone.
summer is coming to a close, and as much i am dreading school, i feel like it will be good for me. i must get my god damn priorities in order.
my emotions are so mixed up. i can't feel how i really do therefore i can honestly say - i am a mess. in every meaning of the word, right down to my pathetic wretched hair.
i want a new journal, REALLY bad. hinthint
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| no music, no subject |
[02 Aug 2003|02:04pm] |
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part of my horoscope today said : you're through the window as soon as you sense it opening. facial expressions and body language take you where words fail to go.
i wonder what today will bring
well i am going to go rush around for film, coffee, and music before i go to work
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| put your hood on |
[02 Aug 2003|03:54am] |
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i've been feeling really strange the last couple of days. i think it is the lack of caffeine/sleep.
i've been getting mucho dizzy as well
i was poppin pills all day at work, but it didn't help
i felt a little more myself at the show though, we got there late but we saw all bets off complete set i think
after the show leticia, brad, chris, & i watched donnie darko [they had never seen it!] so now i am going to go have nightmares of big scurry bunnies
ps / I HATE WORK SO MUCH; I'M GOING TO MAKE IT RAIN DOWN MURDER
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| how bout no, you crazy dutch bastard |
[30 Jul 2003|02:53am] |
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oh boy it's late
& i've got the worst headache, it's like headache/nausea - g r o ss
tonight caitlin, tish and i were so bored that we resorted to going to the fair
we were successful in not spending any $$$ yet getting to go on tilt a whirl & bumper cars
yeah that was fun for like 20 minutes
we then preceeded to go to in n out, where brad, chris, louis, drew, and another guy (forget his name) met us
that, as well, was fun for about 20 minutes so we left and went to caitlins and watched goldmember
marry me?
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| if i don't return to you |
[29 Jul 2003|02:59pm] |
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alkaline trio - san francisco |
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the last week has been pretty chill
went to the city with the bitches; hooters & a giants game
spent a few days at the beach
began work, already sick of it
i am so not meant to deal with white trash customers
went to scotts the other night, it was really nice to see everyone
yesterday & today are my days off. yesterday consisted of reeking havoc upon rosa with marlaina and tish. and damn did we do a good job. we own this town.
i want some coffeee
i'm going to go write sam and then escape my house
my updates will be more frequent cause i know you all care so much about what i do and what i am thinking
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| is it cause you like my gangsta talk |
[16 Jul 2003|01:19am] |
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today was sort of silly
i cleaned for my mommy [cause she is really sick], dropped off two rolls of film that i found in my room - no idea whats on em, went to barnes & noble with tish to get photography reading material, got slurpeeeees shuuuga high, then we met marlaina and lizzy
all i have to say about our adventures after that is grr-oss & jeeps beware
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| what in the world is in dat rrome, whatchu got in dat rrrome |
[14 Jul 2003|03:14pm] |
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ludacris - roll out |
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mmm slurpee crew
i am at leticias crazy russian house
we saw the funniest white trash fight last night!
and then went to dub town
we were supposed to go to carls birthday festivities but that never happened.
scottys parents are gone for the whole month though PARRRTY HARDY ha
and i am ramblin'
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| if you don't know, you weren't meant to |
[13 Jul 2003|07:49pm] |
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the explosion - if you don't know |
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yesterday was warped tour
lots of fun, lots of sun
better than last year [except one detail of course]
but yeah i saw all of the bands i wanted to
thrice; the acoustic songs were ok, tish & i left right before deadbolt which made me really sad, but i still got to hear it
glassjaw; awesome of course but they played too much worship&tribute. they played siberian kiss so i was mucho happy after that
poison the well; best thing ever!! they were so amazing, it like made my summer.
from autumn to ashes; really fun, great set list. i was completely exhausted after them.
since all of the bands tish & i wanted to see were over by like 3 we just walked around, got lemon heaven things which carl spilled hers hahah. we met the singer of ptw :)
good times, great company, and i didn't get like a 3rd degree sunburn like last year
one year ago today is the first time that i set eyes on sam
365 days and not one has gone by that i didn't think about him
it seems so surreal
i don't mind that it took an entire year for our barriers to be lowered, even a little
it's worth it & no matter what i know all of it was meant to be & it's no where near over
and at least i can fucking trust HIM
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| though i like your pretty eyes better blackened |
[10 Jul 2003|06:29pm] |
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sigh
i am so tired
i don't have a lot to say cause i haven't really been up to much
went to the breezy night market yesterday & hung out at chris' after
my biznass my bizzzzznnnaaass
i am a true gangsta, roxi knows. today at school...
roxi: how come whenever i am around you i have beautiful (snoop dogg) in my head?
me: ...are you hitting on me?
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| drowned by innocence, thoughts escape me |
[07 Jul 2003|06:20pm] |
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from autumn to ashes - the switch |
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gross
thats what today is & how i feel
i hate losing stuff; i can't find my hopesfall cd, my black converse, and most importantly my fucking white sailor/anchor belt!! i've lost my sailor scent :(
maybe if i clean my room these things will re-appear
postscript / stop cheating on your boyfriend, you are just hurting people
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| knee deep in static |
[05 Jul 2003|06:14pm] |
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i am so lost & so frustrated
fuck this, when is it going to be different. . . i thought it was this time
i am so fucking close to giving up
not yet though
you have got the boldest eyes and i can't help but think it's right
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| only three words come to mind |
[28 Jun 2003|07:26pm] |
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the fan & glassjaw in my head |
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most of my time has been consumed by school
which isn't that bad; air conditioned and super easy work
my mind gets to wandering sometimes
i never come to any conclusions though
you confuse me to no end
Siberian Kiss
What Glassjaw song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
betta recognize
sam & i talked for quite a while the other night, got some things cleared up
really good conversation
i've been kinda down lately, just a little, just enough to make me want to shop. 2 skirts later and i am just a bit more rejuvenated, no better of a mindset though
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| so true |
[27 Jun 2003|04:10pm] |
real update later
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